Abandoning Sunday - Words lyrics

It's been 21 years and I'm still standing right here Make me believe that I can be someone that someone else can love And it's been far too long since I admit that I was wrong Give me the hope that maybe one day I will finally be good enough I've wasted so much time, too many sleepless nights Trying to figure out the point where it all went wrong And I was way too close to where I lose it all Before I finally figured out that everything was all my fault You won't believe me and how hard I've tried I've failed you more than any someone ever should There are no words for just how lost I feel inside And how badly I need found I've been quiet so far but I can't take it anymore Just give me something I can show for everything I've done And when I finally cross the line and I can't look you in the eye And hang my head so full of shame and pray to God that I'm not wrong You won't believe me and how hard I've tried I've failed you more than any someone ever should There are no words for just how lost I feel inside And how badly I need found Don't waste your breath just to tell me I'm wrong I know that now You would think that I would learn from all my mistakes But I've been telling you for years that I will always let you down You won't believe me and how hard I've tried I've failed you more than any someone ever should There are no words for just how lost I feel inside And how badly I need found