Abandoned By Bears - True Colours lyrics

What the f** is this? The words you put in my head Remind me from time to time How did you manage to mess me up like this Sometimes I stray around a little in the middle then fade away And for me it's hard to keep my head above water And whatever you do, don't you follow my footsteps like you used to Cause I just can't let you make me fade away again I'll take it all, make it all just like you wanted It kept on pushing me and tearing me up Learn your place Stop trying to guilt trip me into thinking that I did something wrong Even when I tried Even when I tried my best and gave you everything I had Even if I see in black and white Your true colors won't fade away You stutter-stepped outside of your boundaries Your presence surrounds me again I will give up everything just to keep you from moving forward And it feels like everything is empty because of you It's a disgrace what you did, what you did Searching through my mind And there's nothing left for me to find You led me on, and you're all wrong If you think that I will let this go You turned your back and walked away From everything that's surrounding me And I restrained all my thoughts Don't you come back to me when u find it all fall apart And as the colors begin to fade I find it hard to stay the same When I'm forever bound to this frame of mind This frame of mind you put me in Can you hear me? Dead mind, you only exist in a place I forgot about I tried my best but I'm losing faith In what's giving me comfort You found a way despite your past mistakes And I'm still bound to lose my ground