Abandon All Ships - Loafting lyrics

Time went by don't know why I'm trying Took too long things went wrong now you're gone [Oh, oh, oh oh] I wish we met when we were young No longer now, we burned up like the sun Tainted body, mind and soul I wish we'd known before we lost control I waste my time on you and no matter what I do, [You're the voice inside my head] I'm so sick of all your lies and no matter how hard, I try I think it's time for this to die. The silence it's haunting My demons inside They creep up They taunt me I can't choose a side I kick and I scream A means to an end We started as lovers But ended not friends now You You wanted him to be me What do I get from this Still the same old sh** Not suffering but Damn where do I stand Am I God or am I man You understand? Are you lying awake Does it hurt you to see This f**ing cross I bare So bow down to me This hell is reserved My palace is burnt A longing for freedom A place to desert me f** This house that we built Felt like a prison you found No one holding you in But you still burned it f**ing down