"I didn't feel alive", she said I keep falling through the floor When do I get to see the world I've been fighting all these battles for Just because I can't sing Doesn't mean that I can't feel All my demons, all my everything Aren't any less real She said, "Let's play pretend and live our lives" We can be who we wanna be I'll be a singer And you'll be a writer We'll finally be free If we're lucky, we'll live together forever And you'll never have to be Alone in this world full of bullsh** and terror Without me But Playing pretend isn't always happy We can pretend we don't If I was a singer, I'd sing to the world About what hurts me the most If you were a writer, you could write me a story And leave out all my regrets A life full of pa**ion, a life full of glory It would never have to end