Aamir Rizvi - Utopia lyrics

I'm living this nightmare that I can't get out of Everything that was mine's been taken away from me Nothing even feels true anymore Nothing even feels right Alcohol isn't the solution I'm tired of people saying things they don't mean It's been a while since I've had a good night's sleep And I think that I should take a break. I wanna be happy, It's been a while It's been a bitter life, I think I've forgotten how to smile I want a break from everything, I need an escape from reality Wanna go to a cafe. get a cup of coffee and look back at the good old times, again and again My Utopia faded away just like that I'm lost in a world where everybody's happy A smile on my face, but my heart is in despair And this mask is something that I cannot wear I wanna be happy, It's been a while, And I can't stay behind these closed doors forever. I want a break from everything, I need an escape from reality Wanna go to a cafe. get a cup of coffee and look back at the good old times, again and again I don't know what to do, Don't know where to go I don't know where to hide, From everybody's words I don't know what to do, Don't know where to go I don't know where to hide, From everybody's words My Utopia faded away just like that Nothing even feels right