A06 - The d**h Of Emily Alice lyrics

What can I do to stop me? Maybe you can make me whole And fix the error in my brain Connect the wires, make me sane This newfound power I have come to Doesn't suit me at all And when I lose my mind Oh the horrors that I find I feel like a mistake who's wanting only to go back again To before I knew anything To before I was created I want the darkness back With your heart in my hands, I fall asleep I'm a monster with an uncanny thirst When I wake up, I find myself covered in blood What kind of life is this that I am forced to live? I never asked for any of this I never asked for any of this Oh god I'm alive and to what purpose? All I ever did before Was pre-determined and now I'm forced To make my own decisions My mind is like a child's, discovering the world For the first time But I want it to be the last time Why was I created for this? Oh God, I'm so sick of k**ing I guess I'll take my own life I guess I'll take my own life? What am I taking? What kind of life is this? I'm going to k** you