You wanted everything. You got it You got it. Your soul departed Ready to die instead. Surrender was days away. Or not, I guess This lonely place, time expires at a snail's pace Taking the long way home, rudderless Thread the needle, inches from d**h Taking the long way down to Sa**aquin to sweat the fever out Then you got back from hell and brought it back with you Every move is suspect, another crack in the division bell "These things take time. You need to be patient." As I'm pulling my legs off of spiders It's all talk, it's all excuses. I'm put to the test when you take flight Always blaming someone. Don't blame me You're staying off of it, you honest-to-god it Now you're back where you started In the bathroom hiding Thought I was blinded, I did nothing about it It's always you just got out Your life's struggle but I can't shut my mouth If this town's your highness, this time let it be me asking for the bullet between the king's eyes Then you got back from hell and brought it back with you Every move is suspect, another crack in the division bell Sayin' "These things take time. You need to be patient." As I'm pulling my legs off of spiders You see me talking, but it's just sentences I put to the d**h my own advice Always blaming someone. Don't blame me. I blame myself I see so much of myself in you. Always blaming someone. Don't blame me I blame myself, for nothin'