A Long Winter - She's Gone And Her Ghost Still Haunts Me lyrics

She's gone and her ghost still haunts me. I watched you disappear right before my eyes. She's gone. When I think of what we had, it makes my heart grow cold. I don't want to be in that place again. I'll make you disappear. But you're still here. Her ghost still haunts me. I'll make you disappear but you're still here. Why I was headed for the sun. It blacked out left me with no one. I opened my arms letting you in. You walked away. You're gone. Can I look in your eyes? Can I hold your hand? Or am I wasting my time?