A Life Once Lost - Firewater Joyride lyrics

I am repulsed by the lack of dedication That you insert into this relationship Could it be that your head is elsewhere Could it be that you don't care All I know is that I am repulsed by the effortless Teeth missing But d**h seems so attractive this time around Excitement grows inside of me Maybe now is my time I have decided that the decisions You have made in this friendship do not exist Should I be happy or sad Should we all fall down in prayer Now is when my decision needs to prevail My heart Miles of intestines A snow-white bone structure all has vanished while I was comatose