A Life Divided - The Ordinary lyrics

it gets me down just a little back too deep I got two in the middle but I ain't free don't count on me, doubt for me and I'll give you a little piece of my own peace I'm not around when you think you would need me on the run when you please me to be come stay with me, I gotta leave the race is on I better get up on my feet I let you down once again my head is weak I got no spine so my back breaks every week I cannot be the one to be can't fight the devil in my mind it's my defeat am I allowed to say whatever it means to me? am I alright when everything is so obscene? don't count on me, doubt for me with a blink of an eye I'm off the scene what you see in me is nothing but a wishful dream I'm less than what you thought of me I'm the ordinary what's inside of me is average variety there's nothing to descry in me I am the ordinary once again I left you incomplete so afraid to stay here endlessly don't dare to see inside of me you might get scared if you take a look too deep I'm on my way to final misery still can't help myself I'm far too weak I'm not what I'm supposed to be at least not the way you wanted me