A Life Divided - Hand Of Healing lyrics

why does it take so long? tell me why something's always wrong? time's starting to run and my mind is so bored and stunned and I can't find a way if it's not my own way there is no other way where is the hand of healing? where is the loving feeling? where is god? where is god? light – there's an end in sight soon I'll know that I was right I tried so hard to find and I'd lie if I denied and I can't find a way if it's not my own way and there's no other way