No matter how far you run from the truth you're always one step behind you can chip away all day at the walls they remain too high to climb nothing weighs more than a promise and you let your grip slip long ago function faded and the pa**ion dissolved and your left to struggle alone I see you're trying to avoid the deal but it's there when you get back just how far did you think you would get before it all collapsed anything but the pain of committment and for once to follow through effort tripped up a**istance refused blind to all now but your twisted view hit the ground running was once the call not it's "hit the sauce" flow through at a steady crawl I think despair has got too tight of a hold now if I wanted to I couldn't reach to pull you out