9thaGod - Lost lyrics

[Verse 1: 9thaGod] Word to, Word to, Word to Word to Isaac yea I'm finally grown It's been a minute but I'm finally home The vision is different when you're on your own Are you holding me down Or are you holding me down Makaveli how I get around 96 how troublesome Ain't no daily doubles But it's Barney Rubbles Missing to piece to puzzle Imma get a shovel Let me breathe Just let me breathe Momma always trying to pray for me They don't ever want to wait for me It's almost done n***a wait and see Fake friends turn to enemies Enemies want the end of me Cus' they always trying to envy me And word to Leo told me stick with God I always call him he don't call me back GPS I put us on the map And all the favors yea I'm keeping tabs You did what you did you can't take it back Planned this sh** just a year ago Trying to set our goals Fast forward now and we doing shows and I'm dropping tapes n***a hurry up before it's too late [Verse 2: Leo] I'm thinking about all the choices I'm making And thinking about all of the paths that I'm taking I'm thinking bout' why I'm doing what I do and what I need to do so I won't be forsaken I'm trying to change but I'm always with fake friends I want to be different but I always end up doing the same things I don't want me to end cus' I said I would make it and said I would get them My mom is always telling me to be different so I could receive all the blessings I'm loving her lessons Cus' she helps She tells me to listen to preachers and what they are preaching And listen to what they are teaching Cus' if I don't I'll end up bleeding What I do it for is not what I believe in And I I know that so I accept it I know that I felt neglected Want the fam to be protected Fakes everywhere yea I said it I'm having my problems but I just keep fighting Clash with myself like it's Clash of the Titans But I'm never alone When I'm at home Feel like I'm doing it all on my own God's got me and that's all I need so I'm gone