7 Years Bad Luck - Graphic Novel(s) lyrics

There's a sense of attachment with my spot on Jake's floor Until I pick up my sh** and I walk out the door To go lay on a couch and ignore how I know everything (Is dead) But I've been drinking so much it isn't hard to forget I'm the "a**hole with asthma" s**ing down cigarettes Welcoming early d**h And the "in betweens" are short reminders Of drives we used to take god damn it (I watched you walk away) I just sat outside and chewed up my fingers until you (Told me stay away) It hurt me so bad but you said it much nicer than that (That for me) was all I heard for (Weeks on end) it's a never ending noise (That left me) indifferent towards (Everything) I've ever known I watched you walk away There's overwhelming resentment towards the choices I've made And it's helping me to forget the names of the days Until the calendar books just a page that I covered up With arguments (I'm in no place to use) And past tenses (From days of me and you) All presented (in an ink that) bleeds right through But your words were chosen well Yeah I couldn't say it better myself Yeah your words were chosen well And mine just helped to build myself a f**ing private hell (I let you walk away) I just sat inside and stared at the floor thinking of (Words I didn't say) It made me so mad cause I couldn't blame you for that (That for me) was all I saw for (Weeks on end) it's a never ending scene (That left me) indifferent towards (Everything) and everyone I know That for me was all I heard for Weeks on end it's a never ending noise That left me indifferent towards Everything I've ever known and (I don't hate you) That for me was all I saw for (I don't blame you) Weeks on end it's a never ending scene (I don't hate you) That left me indifferent towards (I don't blame you) Everything and everyone (I watched you walk away) And all things aside I'll swallow my pride I know (I let you walk away) You'll go your own way I'll sit and self loath with loneliness (I'm alone) Alone with loneliness I watched you walk away