5 Days Ahead - Better Living Through Denial lyrics

I'm lying to myself. Assuming that I had your heart. And I wish I had the courage to say.... That it's alright, it's okay. You're not special anyway. I'm not scared, I won't cry. I don't need you here tonight. [chorus] But it always hurts so much. Everytime you walk away from me. And I don't know why I sit here patiently; Waiting here... ...For a love I'll never know. I'm crying to myself. Cuz I know you're no longer mine. And now since I've been on my own I can't say.... That I'm alright, I'm okay. I don't miss you anyway. It didn't hurt, I didn't die, when you ran out of my life.