5 Days Ahead - My Best Friends lyrics

i'll try to live through this please watch over me. you were always there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on childhood can be so cruel thank god i had you they say you should remember them the way they were and never cry, but that's easier said than done i tried but too many times i've seen people leave in a box so i can't cry, i have to be strong days go by i wish i could see you again to lose a friend the world's so unfair sometimes i think about what may have been if that phone didn't ring would people have wept over me like they wept over you? what would be of mom and dad to lose their only son would school even notice i was gone? i am gone Where are all my best friends? they left me alone again i have no one to turn to struck down i never said good bye i never said thank you who needed love? i had you but now you've faded away like the pictures i hang on my wall i'll remember you