4K Slyme - Black Roses lyrics

Crown for real All these days I been dreaming so it's up to me I been taking Pills tryna heal from the streets I don’t do the gang but my homies do the hit Tryna stay in peace with the world but it kills They said red roses symbolizes love Black rose symbolizes hurts I've been there for many times A ni**a's life broke like he damned Young boy doing sh*ts just so he can make a dime Feed his mama and his other siblings fu*k the druglife we gat caught up in it Don’t judge me have you been to the street Broke thugs walking just so we can eat We out here balling so we can live big I can't pray to heaven or hell cuz both seems racist to me Baby girl broke my heart too many times I feel like am a black roses All these days i been dreaming so it's up to me I been taking Pills tryna heal from the streets I don't do the gang but my homies do the hit Tryna stay in peace with the world but it kills Black Roses on my mind when i try to keep the dice Rollin' on the grinding tiles but it never seem to shine Holy men be wearing white but that was in the past Lord knows if i make it i'll be waving hands I been locked up in my mind feeling solely dark Used to wake up in the night just to chase the bag Making ni**as snap when i pull up in a ride I been putting on my clothes they been call it rags Never seen what I seen just to make it right I been stuck up in my dreams thought I lose my sight In the dark I could see the roses through the light Had to leave my league once just to win a fight My demons are awake Running my life like the wild wild west I can't swim out of these darkness I fall into Trying to find my inner peace But I cannot find my energy Cuz baby girl u stole it Am going codiene crazy Everything gon be alright Mama told me I just hope she's right Black roses thorns and bruises In a ni**as heart