4AD - Nitebike lyrics

I was spinning my big wheels They were stuck and I was stuck to them The night was clear And I was queer And I was only of age one year I was on the cusp of a breakthrough When they took me out And stuck it in It went so deep, man It leaves scars you relate to Are only burdens to me I was a dream, a dream, a dream of my self I was no longer in good health Have you ever been here? Or someplace else you can relate to Out of fear Out of trials and error I was no longer mine I had pantomimed I had felt for lights I had grown to find I had no place in mind When I began to drive No destination No destination You can feel my pain? You want to relate You want to stay I was feeling real bad And I had found all my problems I had found all my problems They came flying up to me