I used to care I used to kiss I used to tell My life that I miss I was a lover I was a fighter I loved her I'd fight for her Her dagger pierced my spinal cord Twist, twist and twist Agonizing, wailing in pain For a woman I should've known she wasn't the same Died in Calvary Beaten and bloodied Though not on Cross But I died in spirit The bitter pill I taste Of betrayal My forest I call my heart I'm gone forever