3rd Element - My Broken Mirror/My Burnt Identity Book lyrics

"Hello It's nice to meet you I've seen you before You look very familiar" That is what I hear I should answer, but I'm silent A vapid smile seeps through my hideous teeth A artificial giggle emanates through my throat It screams in my ears "My God, who am I?!" The voice in my shouts at me Like an ill-tempered abusive drunk father to his innocent, now insecure, child I know not of my worth in this world, but I live and breath I feel like I'm a fraud, a pseudonym The face of nothing I am the amba**ador of bashfulness The president of self-doubt Every smile from someone is like a hug to me Every laugh from someone is like a kiss to me Every hug from someone is like an angel healing my stitches Every handshake from someone is like an open to the house of your soul Not knowing that every smile can actually crush my ribs and stab my back Not knowing that every laugh can bite me like the king cobra Not knowing that that hug can stab my stomach and let me bleed profusely Not knowing that every handshake can break my wrist or pull me aggressively to my d**h I live for words of encouragement I doubt my prowess of talent I'm lost trying to find myself So I look for people to inspire Women, Your seducing eyes Your sweet words are like a chocolate fountain cascading like Victoria Falls From your "oh my words" To your "ya phapha" Followed by that arch on your head that you make when you blush From your girly shrieks when a man frightens you To your conversations about life They aim for every man, I strive to be "every man' When you cry, you want no one to be around I want to be that "no one" NO, I want be the "ONE" If your soul bleeds, I will be your tourniquet When you cry, I will be your tissue But I can't love you, because my heart hates me