#3AM - Back to church lyrics

(Intro) Surrounded by hideous green-eyed monsters and envious glares,am I walking,step by step to the dark furrows of anxiety and pressure Broken promises Half of the sh** they tell me is nonsense Damn,I can't even sense em' no more I misread all the cautions Still going monstrous Sell all my feelings in an auction Full of sins,sanctify me I'm a monster multiplied by 3 (Verse 1) I'm losing empathy,this sh** is scary I found true love too early Thought I was a vitiligo in the east Regather my energy,I just want a piece of peace Chasing happiness like Wile-E cayotes Get outta my cloud made out of illegal smiles Looking back at my tribulation and my trials I deserve nothing but success This sh** hits me right up in the chest Uhh,Wearing hoodies looking for the breasts Teenage spirit nothing but the best I come from an era where nobody made it Third world where only God can save ya You get k**ed for being different Growing up was difficult My story will never be mystical Pinnacle of all the losses,still trying hard cuz you know it's pivotal You don't even know the sh** I been through I've been doing this sh** since fifty was cool,cent wasn't just another j**el and you could hear Eminem even in the schools Uhh,I belong to the generation of overlooked children All I got is a dollar and an ambition You know you're hot,New York,when they listenin' to you in the city of pilgrims I'mma make my way through cuz I have myself a vision This sh** so depressing it made me go schizophrenic Bought to be the greatest ever alive This sh** a movement,this sh** is a hive