360 - Tiny Angel lyrics

So this story, is about a really close friend of mine I love you, brother My mates talk sh** about their wives, but I love mine Yeah we fight sometimes, but ain't that just life? She’s been pregnant now for some time, it took us years And enough tries, I thought it wouldn’t happen from my young life From the drunk times, or when I tried d** twice I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up, right The doctor told me that I need to stop stressin’ The only thing that’s working against us is just time That was true, two months by My wife called me up while I was workin' at the pub, right She told me I was gonna be a daddy We both broke down, she said there’s something that I done right I called my mother, told her I was gonna be a father Mum cried, so did I, I was tongue-tied I can't explain this feelin' but I love life I’ve never had a purpose and this had just become mine To create this little person that’s fun size A little bit of her, and a little bit of me But I pray he gets his mum’s eyes I say he ‘cause I’ve always wanted a son, right The ultrasound said it's a boy, my little ray of sunshine It dawned on me, I can’t wait to see my son rise You know what they say about time though? It does fly Fast forward nine months and suddenly it’s crunch time It's been a few days of goin’ through contractions Gotta stopwatch timin' every moment that it happens We reached five minutes so it’s hospital time I call ahead to see the doctors arrive, my wife’s laughin' Now I properly drive like the cops are behind But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time I’m a little scared, but she ain’t got a worry in sight She’s a warrior, exactly what you want in a wife It’s been several days of epic pain, every day she wakes up Finally she's comin’ to that second stage of labour I sit next to her, squeeze on her hand Put a sponge up on her head and say, "Breathe if you can I love you so much, baby, you’re so strong I could never do this but you so easily can" She said the pain is insane like her abdomen’s ruptured Like someone’s got a knife, and they’re stabbin’ her stomach She’s like "We have to do somethin'," the nurse said, "It’s natural Relax, it's just a sign that it’s actually coming" She’s like "No, it’s too much, it’s too hard to get out" I’m sayin’ any words I think’ll help at calmin’ her down Doctor’s like, "You’re nearly through the worst part of it now" Take a look and see my little king is startin’ to crown They all tellin’ her to push, and she’s screamin’ She’s saying that it hurts, I tell her to keep breathin’ It’s like ‘push’ is the only word that they’ve said now Then I’m shocked by the ma**ive scream she lets out The doctor’s like "Yes, now the head’s out" And then I watch as he quickly pullin' the rest out It’s so amazin’ to see my son in the flesh I can’t help but notice he hasn't taken a breath, now They put a little plastic thing in his mouth While the doctor’s two fingers are slightly pumpin’ his chest down I start panicking, something’s gone wrong They push me to the side, I can barely see what’s goin’ on He’s not breathin’, they need to resuscitate him He’s suffocating, I see that it’s something major, I feel So helpless, I wish I could come and save him I pray that my son’ll make it, it’s taking ‘em f**in’ ages Everyone’s in shock, I’m just listenin’ in Holdin’ my breath, wishin’ I could give it to him, f** At 20 minutes, now they’re stoppin’ They turn around, they say, "We’ve lost him" I’m in shock, I can’t talk I’m starin’ at the ground, I can’t walk They hand him to us, can’t believe the size of him The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen but there’s no life in him My wife’s cryin’ like, "Why aren’t they reviving him?" I said, "They tried for 20 minutes" she’s like, "Try again" Now I’m feelin’ like I’m stuck in hell This is the worst pain I’ve f**in’ felt I’ve been ten years clean, but now I’m drunk and on the d** as well I’m doin’ anything to numb myself, but nothin’ helps I believed in God, for that I feel dumb as hell Can someone please tell God to go and f** himself I’m sorry, yo, it’s hard to be faithful It's painful, heaven must be runnin’ out of angels He died from asphyxiation, no air in his lungs A parent should never have to bury their son Especially one that’s so precious it has barely begun That’s one thing in life that should never be done I prayed for a son, and they blessed me with one My biggest gift, now his presence is up And I’m crying at the thought, he won’t ever feel a hug Or the tenderness of love that he’d be gettin’ from his mum Sent him from above, but why take him It’s like I'm being punished for the negative I’ve done And it’s k**in’ me that Christmas time is barely in a month So I’m doin’ what I have to do to spend it with my son (No) Where did you go? Are you alone? How did you get there? I need you at home Where did you go? Are you alone? How did you get there? I need you at home I need you at home