2pac - Am I Next lyrics

They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- I'm losin my mind Look down the barrel of my nine and my vision's blurry Fallin to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord But he ignores me unfortunately cause I'm guilty Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless -- I'm chokin off Marijuana smoke, with every toke it's like I'm losin focus Fallin to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die? Forever paranoid and nervous because I'm high Don't mention funerals I'm stressin, and goin nutty And reminiscin bout them n***as that murdered my buddy I wonder when will I be happy, ain't nothin funny Flashbacks of bustin caps, anything for money Where am I goin I discovered, can't nothin save me My next door neighbor's havin convo with undercovers Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it Happy birthday b**h, you know you shouldn'ta did it X2 Everybody's dyin am I nextx3 I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast Everybody's dyin am I next, who can I trust? Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust? Or will they k** me while I'm sleepin, two to the head While I'm in bed, leakin blood on my satin sheets Is there a heaven for a baller? I'm gettin suspicious Of this b**h the line busy everytime I call her Now she's tellin me to visit, who else is home? I check the house before I bone, so we all alone After I nut I hit the highway, see ya later To all the players watch the fly way a n***a played her The b**h is tellin all her homies -- that I can f** her Like no other now them other b**hes wanna bone me I'm under pressure gettin drunk, somebody help me I drink a fifth of Hennesey I don't think it's healthy I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast I watch the five-oh's roll, the motherf**ers pa** X2 [Everybody's dyin am I next]x3 I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast They wanna bury me, I'm worried -- no need to lie I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry Nowhere to rest I'm losin homies, ain't that a b**h When I was rich I had clout, now a n***a's lonely I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer I see visions of me dead, Lord are you there? Then tell me am I lost cause I'm lonely I thought I had friends but in the end a n***a dies lonely Nowhere to run I'm in terror, and no one cares A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there Is there a future for a k**er? I change my ways But still that don't promise me the next day So I stay Thuggin with a pa**ion, forever blastin I'm bustin on these motherf**ers in my madness They wonder if I'm hellbound... well Hell Can't be worse than this, cause I'm in Hell now X2 [Everybody's dyin am I next]x3 I see my enemies they creepin, don't make me blast I ain't scared to die Do you wanna live forever? Are you scared, to die?