2Deep - On & On lyrics

[Verse 1] My life as I know it is endin' So I'm pretendin' in this moment I'm Splendid But really I'm trippin'; been slowed with depression It's like an addiction with no intervention Welcome to the world of “regret and what could've been” Where the clouds are blocking out the window that I'm looking in Where my pa**ion's my pain and gift is a curse Now it's been four months since I've written a verse Sipping the worst liquor ‘til my world tips Bury my self-esteem issues in this girl's lips I've learned the answer's always no if you never ever try I'd be lying if I told you that I never ever cry I've lost time, lost the girl that I like I've lost rhymes and stopped preferrin' to write Suffered a hundred broken hearts in the past three years And in fact these Tears could've sunken Noah's Ark; f** I'm goin' hard My head's f**ed up; the only times I'm happy now are when I get f**ed up Sick of staring at the bottom of this red dumb cup And if I can't save myself then I guess tough luck [Hook x 2] You tell me that you love me but it's been so long Since that word meant something to me; I've been trying to dream (But this sh** goes on and on, this sh** goes on and on) [Verse 2] And I can't change even if I tried Take the number of the tears that are bleedin' from my eyes Times the number of the years I've been keepin' ‘em inside Plus then doubled by my fears that they're leaving me behind Damn, you do the math ‘cause I can't Show me how to deal with life moving so fast ‘cause I can't Even with the pa**ion I have to just rap on a track I've been trapped by the fact That I'm slipping and I can't get a grasp As a matter of fact The thing I want most is a chance to go back To the days where I was happy, didn't have to get smashed And the days where motherf**in' Brandon could rap Though they may tell you it's right The things that make you cool in school Won't help you in life I wish I'd known that then, I mean Ain't it stupid how I'm writing my regrets on a page? Play the music [Hook x 2]