I look into your eyes, and i see i see a part of me you're better than i'd ever hoped you be and when you smile you light the room you love me, and you make it clear i wonder what i did to deserve to have you near Sorry i had to go away no please don't misconstrue i just hope you'll understand one day the hardest part was leaving you You know that last december i wanted to be with you i know that i should have been there too for you you might be the only one i love it makes me choke up choke up I'm scared that if it carries on this way you'll feel the way i do and i don't want that but i still run away and it's breaking me in two I've spent so many birthdays wondering where my dad was it's not an excuse it's just a cause I'm scared that if it carries on this way you'll feel the way i do and i don't want that but i still run away and it's breaking me in two it's breaking me it's breaking me it's breaking me in two.