[Verse 1] I'm blessed, some might say I'm lucky [x2] Every cents huffy, pockets on husky Shawty don't trust me, I break hearts often If you look at my pockets you a weight watcher From a dishwasher to a kingpin Remember how the scene end and how this thing is Drugs backed in 'em mean them things in Now it's duffle bags full of green [?] I swear I ain't lying and my daddy hand died He tell you he had the hood like a ring did Two kids later, I mature like fine wine in the basement [?], different kind of pinot Tried to stack c-note after c-note I'm tryna make it count like a free throw after free throw Line, it's a thin one between Getting high and committing crimes Let a n***a live I've been locked up more rapping than I did tryna get a brick (f** this sh**) [Verse 2] I remember when I believed in me What am I supposed to do? Uh, now when the ones that didn't see me They want a verse or to sh**, what am I supposed to do? Put 'em in a f**ing herse or two I'm the illest, I wrote that sh** in cursive too And I smoke just to ease the pain So hungry I used to try to eat the rain Well at least until the pizza came Or at least until polices came Undercovers outside my momma yard And all the guns is in Kisha's name In Jesus's name I pray I say that a couple times a day When it's time to eat, when it's time to lay And when it's daytime it ain't my time of day, uh [Verse 3] I heard my little big cousin mad at me I call him little big cause he younger than me But he big, he was the high school team captain Didn't graduate but sometimes things happen And whatever happen that was the worst day And who know what was going on in the first place I love and helped raise my n***a This sh** forgot to call him on his birthday It's hard to explain my new lifestyle A partner lockdown, got a phone and an ipod He called to tell me happy new years I had to tell him n***a, it's march We had similar stars But I ain't figured his part They had dough and we didn't How did it dissolve, alka-seltzer This is the outroduction n***as stab you in your back like acupuncture