1VArt - Youthemisms v2 lyrics

[Verse 1] This boy been chasing a pipe dream Shoulda been slaving for a Tri scheme f** these n***as I just f** with my team k** a b**h with a David Bowie knife for the blood stream My people have never been a paradigm But sh** I've always seen a pair of dimes I think I was made for these pair of rhymes Pick them up cause I save every cent Hand glide into a pool full of misery Baby girl look at me I never had a relationship just fell in love once or twice No maybe thrice but whatever it just added a vice sh** I know I can be real nice I know as a person I'm frightening Mixture of brown but out shined by the whitening In trouble during school cause my mind was jittery Now I'm all calm from the drug synergy My victory is gonna be a mystery Shoot my conscious with artillery Transmit my thoughts through the auxiliary Saying you a real one I smell some fishery Put these f**ing fat pigs on a rotisserie White kids like I ain't racist I'm just bad with faces And I'm color blind so you look all the same to me I just said that to all the minority's oh gee Man being from here is the bees knees They don't k** you if you on a crime spree Spit the fire better than your fav emcee Try to commit suicide but hit the marquee The archduke I body these n***as like Jabari Can't feed ya self n***a that ain't on me n***as conning these EBTs Education ain't sh** They want us to think outside the box while we're in it I should lose my mind every time I'm caught sinning [Verse 2] But I'm the antichrist The real one I spit on the corpus Give the unemployed pastors a purpose My n***a I'm wise as a tortoise I'm stoned like I was hit by rigor mortis I remember the depression That's for another legend I had to try to clean the dredge and I did but I guess it just went out for errands Infinitely better than you like a gerund My mood still be so errant And it's apparent I don't have support from parents Or I don't know my thoughts are never transparent For all these years of high school I've been the most aberrant Let the ignorant be the adherent My mind it hooked into an electric current I thought you was real but you weren't sh** that left my heart real burnt Scattered mind is just recurrent Mind is smooth as an ocean wave I'm a top dawg my music free call Dave Ain't no n***a where I'm from been this brave Man I can't wait to be the rave So many flowers for my grandfathers grave Just to k** all the cancer on this earth what I crave It's been awhile I should shave I sh** in the nave I survived because I was a knave Far from a snake just a slave Sterilize my mouth with an auto clave My own room an enclave Nuke a mind with a microwave Or if he gay or think different hit him with a shockwave What I deserve when I misbehave I'm above the count like a margrave Let my lungs collapse as I'm depraved