18 Miles - Bloom lyrics

Lately I don't feel like myself I get rid of the days like I'm someone else I lost my face; I lost my ways; For all I know I'm stuck in this maze I am my own single f**ing threat I am my own, but I'm losing control For all I know I'm stuck in this maze With my thoughts caught in a dead loop: Where do I go? What do I do? – There are no answers I guess I'll stay here just a little longer Cause I'm afraid of what I'll find behind the next door I try and try; I fall and fall But I'm getting tired of getting back up again I try and try; I fall and fall But I'm getting tired of getting back up again Another chapter, another verse Another day, still stuck with the same curse Isolated inside the grey With all the horrors I keep within me Nothing has changed really ‘Guess that I'm finally aware I'm still the only one who's standing in my way So here I am, writing this letter to yours truly – a d**h note to my former self: “We got a long way, but it's time to cut the rope This isn't working out, I'm better off alone Don't grieve, it's for the better No kind regards, I'm f**ing done with you.” Shelter ‘me' six feet deep So I can be the person I need to be From ashes new life grows So burn me down for the world to bloom