169 - Gone Forever lyrics

[Intro: 169] Living life is so easy When I' around you I feel so free Without you, I don't know what I'd do Because your company is everything You gotta, let me know, if this can Work between us babe If you are, down for this Tell me soon I'm longing for your love again [Verse: Chakkra Tara] I probably won't even have you We two different people On two separate pages But my patience weighing thinner through the ages Im starting to fall for all these women Im at a phase in my life where I only want one with the hopes that in time she will have my son But for some reason I havnt been satisfied So I eventually gain to lose one Couldn't devote my full time to a woman because all the feelings are never the same And the only woman that I ever saw a future with Doesnt look at me the same And my potential would never lay claim So I moved on for the better Look how far I came After a year pa**ed I felt a change Came back from spring break Nothing was the same My father told me not to be like him And aspire to be something great in the end One night in the club I was with all my enemys drinkem on Hennessey Dancing with womem not focused on anything That moment yes I realized it was real Cause I knew my enemys showed me more lov than the people that I called my brothers You know how that feel Met with a friend way way up in stn mountain For a weekend me and her got to chill Got her own place Told me im her first bit of company Man i had to stay just to heal Talked about things on the road/ Told me she down for me even if things ain't ago Always got somewhere to be when im feeling alone Why does she care for me so Why does she do this for me Knowing my past and my present I guess she knows im tryna grow Told me a secret nobody will know Just know that ill take care of you and my woes Even if im in the cut on the low Sad thing is when I went back to the A we became out of touch out of sight so you know That was a time in my life where I finally figured out that there was hope A good woman is an investment But only if her spirit links with your own Opposites tend to attract in this zone Girl pick up your phone This is the reason why i can not trust This is the reason why I choose to lust This my reason for being the person I am today Just need some way to adjust I need to be intimate soon before summer comes to a closing Don't know what to do So I guess I will lay down fall asleep to the beat and forget everything about you Joy hit me up Asked me what is wrong Told her everything is all good/ but she knew that that was wrong In the end she said that I am special and shouldn't think otherwise for long For way too long [Hook: 169] Tell me soon, I'm longing for your love again I'm longing for your love again [Verse: Chakkra Tara] All I anted was a kiss goodbye Please don't go and cry God gave us try We were never meant to be In life But everything gone be alright And yes I understand That love is hard to find Lets take this sip of wine Loo into each others eyes Bask inside this moment Reminisce in due time I wish we could've been together I wish u would've never left the city Now I'm all alone There's been stormy weather Clouding my confidence Will u ever come back Was it worth it at least Do u think of me like that Would it be better If I stop talking bout you Or do you like to hear your name because it brightens your mood I wish I Wish I could hold you I hope you happy With whomever you choose I was loyal I was loyal to you But I guess I guess that's Not enough for you