12teen - Talking Drugs (A Companion Song) lyrics

Sometime I write these rhymes on a bridge man...(I'm usually high for this one) I woke up and realized that I lost you/ all alone with no one else to talk to/ I'm quick to pop like a cork without ah cork screw Sometime I write these rhymes on a bridge, and it get so deep, I look over the edge and... But I was pushed, swear to God I was pushed, Man, I was pushed I'm hangin' regardless somebody pull me/ I hate myself that's why I'm a narcissistic cyber bully Rodamez, I don't get that deep to often/ but when I do it's just the d** talkin/ and now the d** is talkin'/ Dose off with ah gasoline can in one hand while I'm smokein'/ Houston, I think we need a better mouse trap/ bet you never heard no better [?] rap/ Matter fact don't even call it that/ new genre, karma rap, cause the hate that you give comes back double impact/ It's hard to stand/ when you sinkin' in quicksand/ With time I'm already on the lamb/ can't spot my enemies and losein' my fam/ my third eye got blinded man/ karma's ah b**h/ now I can't see straight and always into some sh**/ And I don't get that deep often/ but when I do it's just the d** talkin', and now the d** is talkin'/ Is what I'm sayin' really important/ sh** why the f** am I even recording/ oh yeah cause my girl want gear plus the retro Jordans/ How much is this studio session even costin'/ and her momma, need an abortion/ but we'll keep that on the low/ Hope I get a portion of the doe/ all this money and nothing to show/ so I slip into a black hole/ I was born an orphan and alone straight to the coffin/ And I don't get that deep to often/ But if I do it's just the d** talkin', and now the d** is talkin' (Through all the hurt and pain)