100 Demons - How Can I Regret lyrics

I guess it's been a year or two or three I let myself forget who i'm supposed to be Lived for myself no matter what was said or done Didn't give a f** if i offended everyone Another day still living in the gutter I never doubt i'm better than the others My actions prove me wrong every f**ing day Just watch me contradict every word i say I can't kick these d** they're still kicking me If i could leave it behind who the f** would i be Defined myself for years by the rules i broke Another drink and i'll forget If i can't remember how can i regret Another pill and i'll forget If i can't remember how can i regret Another bundle and i'll forget If i can't remember how can i regret